Jolls - Homesick Lyrics

A long distance i haven't seen you since
We only talk on the phone sometimes we send some text
It's been a long time and i know you have changed
Tbh i've changed too but in a different way
I made a lot of promises but i only made one happen
It was to stay strong and be on my and do no cappin
These days i speak with my father like i'm facing an issue
Maybe i'm dumb cause he told me what to do but i'm confused
I been smokin more and more but i need to take a break
It's like i'm on a treadmill, in fact i'm going nowhere
I'm been looking for a light but i still f*ck with demons
I need a doer in my life cause there's a lot of speakers
I used call some people bros and now i call them bitches
Life makes you take an exam first and then teach you the lesson
Sometimes i'm a mess and i drink to put the blame on it
My heart has never been a field to play a game on it
You made me mute by what you did, how can i say something
I suffered from it all alone now you can change nothing
I been on my own cause i'm done with all these fake ass friends
They pick a gun with the same hand they shake your hand with

Tell me how you been
Tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit but you know what i mean
Tell me how you been
Tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit but you know what i mean
Tell me how you been
Tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit but you know what i
F*ck