Bandaid Video (MV)

Feel it bubbling but couldn't get the lid off
Breathing through a lil straw
No wonder I withdraw
Littering the walls with more paintballs
Firing off ideas that don't stick for long
Watch it fade in the wash
Prolly f*cking up the shocks in this terrain
Up and down over rocks
Always seem to rain when I'm feeling gray
Sometimes happiness is just a call away
Sometimes they call it quits, sometimes you just can't fade
You got a dollar but you need change
It's like something rearrange when it's me and someone sexy
Pussy send a fiend into a feeding frenzy
She got that penis envy, only ever time that she ain't feeling empty
It's funny how the simple shit tip the scale
One second it's morning glory
Next second it's go to hell
Uncovering more of the story
But who's time to tell
Cause if it's counterfeit cables that's bridging the gap
Bound to turn tables as soon as they snap
Caught up in attack mode, always so soon to react
As of late, she want me bruising the cat
When it ends in a f*ck you, I do and then we relax
What's new, pull apart and then put her back
Try to keep it tame but I'm bad at that
More than entertained, I cannot explain
I'm intoxicated, it's like
Magic the way it happened, so automatic
Let your guard down, you gon be a sorry bastard
Better focused on the present moment
Otherwise fighting minutes turn to hours
And no winning when time is the opponent
It's all just a component of the cycles and the motions
Up and down through emotions
Steadying drowning in the potions or the flower smoking
Holed up in a tower toking
Quick relief yet I don't see this slowing
Damned is the man who abandons himself
When the bandaid rip know the bong will as well
Try to stand tall but the fall don't help it
Might've been the right call, still pretty selfish
Quick to dish it but you know damn well gon be getting what you giving
Damned is the man who abandons himself
When the bandaid rip, know the bong will as
Who doomed you to do what you do?
Caught inside a loop, not a lot of moves
Nope, nada
I would advise he nada but he sinking to the bottom
Of the pool, not a problem
No getting outta you
Tell me what's the use?
Acting erratic, that evil-doer
Human cremator
Ash from ceiling to floor
Better batten down the hatches
Fore you see manure
Head hard as the blocks
Of cement in between the floors
Couldn't see the flowers
Stopped to sniff
I was caught up in the mist
Though no scents in leaving miffed
You catching my drift?
Sit in silence but can't meditate
I been in here an hour
Any second I'll be laid to waste
I'm in need of a cold shower
I'm tryna stay awake
Eyes lower than what I got in my gas tank
When the day break wonder will I wake the same
Wonder in my haze is it just a phase?
Stuck in my old ways
But weaving between lanes
Like crochet
Groundhog day every day when you don't know the way to be your own sensei
Blocking every single shot like Dikembe
Caught up in a story that's not true
Come to find the narrator is not you
Know it's hard to revise in real life but got to
Can't keep sucking the life, Nosferatu
Damned is the man who abandons himself
When the bandaid rip know the bong will as well
Try to stand tall but the fall don't help it
Might've been the right call, still pretty selfish
Quick to dish it but you know damn well gon be getting what you giving
Still damned is the man who abandons himself
When the bandaid rip, know the bong will as well