Jon Hope - THS Lyrics

Shorty left me cause she thought I was finished she said I'm demented
I had to leave cause my soul ain't replenished
I feel the scars from the words everytime that you said it
These are pipe dreams don't rap nigga just dead it
Is what I rely on to escape
From my family and friends who swore they had faith
Screamin they support but niggas they never came
To a show or bought a song whenever I dropped a tape
It was perfect strangers who protect me from danger
It's so ironic trying to be iconic
So psychotic with these thoughts in my head
I remember telling Lily all these thoughts in my head
Nigga I wrote this
I try to change the world but I be on some broke shit
I stayed away from friends cause they be on that coke shit
I try to sell a record but I be on some woke shit (damn)
I only got one question tell me who would provoke this
Goons in the hood who split wigs like Moses
Red sea spillage from the dome
Few miles away from home
With bridges burned I still get my point across
Fans in my DM telling me that I'm taking long
Lost my woman gave her stress and she gave me drama
In one night went from an ex to my baby mama
Dear Lord it's what I needed
To look inside myself bad habits never repeated
Cause if I'm gonna start I'd rather do it myself
And every company that I keep damaged my health
Silent nights thoughts whisper
I try to write it down but then pen gave me blisters
I'm trying to find the person that I can point the finger
A song and a dance the devil's my wedding singer
Jesus please make your debut

I'm not at the pulpit but street niggas pray too
I just wanna see the little youngins with mistakes through
Protect my unborn from the world may you breakthrough
Bruh Here's the vision
I survived when faith reality had collision
Minor set back rebirth I win
Pack it up pack it in let me begin