Jonah Greene - I Know Lyrics

I know I'm blessed but I just gotta get something off my chest now though don't regret
I have some past issues that I can't forget

Every day that I went through
Every bad in my past was a blessing that I went through
Thank God I was meant to
But it made me the man I was striving to get to
Mentally I'm not strong enough
Gotta clear path but the road is tough
I'm a do that but the talk is bluff
Now my heads down I'm not looking up, I

Feel like I'm at all wall
Caged in like a criminal
My doubts are rolling, my minds patrolling on things I shouldn't be leaning on
Believing all these lies
Bird box I feel blind aye
Get me out of this hole Lord can you please give me some sign
I been thinking about just giving up
Wouldn't even care who's looking up
To me as a leader growing up
But for these kids I'm manning up
But I know you got some plan for me
But until then I'm still planting seeds
Even though some days I'm suffering
From anxiety please help me please
Could've been like my friends just blowing trees
Wouldn't even really care about the hope in me
But I know this life is bigger than me
What you in it for? Why you asking me?
But sometimes I feel checked
Other times I feel blessed
Sometimes I feel worthless on the days In Christ I don't rest, I just

I know I'm blessed but I just gotta get something off my chest now though don't regret
I have some past issues that I can't forget

I know you got me yeah I know you got me yeah
I know you got me even though this life's not easy yeah