Jonah R - sobriety and paranoia Lyrics

I'm still lyin' on the floor, I'm wishing I was somethin'
Then I start frontin', crashin' and I'm burnin'
I'm not for your problems
I got stuff to handle
Mentally dismantled, but I'm stayin' gentle
Peeking into Target, iPhone in my pocket
I just saw a 'normie'
Now I wanna vomit
See you in my dreams now
I am such a weirdo
I'm not even gay, please stop calling me a queer, though
People staring at me
Look into my eyes and you'll see nothin' but insanity
See I'm blowing up, now all my haters wanna stan me
Creeping in the night
I treat my bros just like my family
Creeping in the night
I treat my bros just like my family
Creeping in the night
I treat my bros just like my family
Creeping in the night
I treat my bros just like my family
Creeping in the night
I treat my bros just like my family
Creeping in the night la-la-la-laaa
I've been sober for a year now
And my system has been cleansed well
I can talk now
I can breathe now
I can focus just on me now
Don't need Adderall
Don't need Oxy'
Don't need Codeine
Cuz I got me
I don't like them
They don't like me
They do damage to my body
Just like people
Just like words do
And opinions
I'm sensitive
I get hurt too
I will murk you
If you hurt me, I will hurt you
An eye for an eye
And the world was blind
Tears fall from the sky
Saying goodbye
Jumping in the air
Smoke around me clears
I can't see this but a statue