Taking my power back
I've taken too many courses on how to free myself from my ego,
So-called help from all these self-help gurus.
In my deep sorrow and frustration over the life that could have been, but never was,
All the wasted time, listening to those fools.
I'm taking my power back.
Go to hell, you damn idiots.
I deserve better, I deserve better.
You chose an easy target, you picked the right one.
The lamb laid down willingly, you enjoy what you see.
In my bottomless sorrow, all I saw was darkness.
I was close to my grave, but then something said stop.
Why give power to a bunch of confused souls, maybe even evil ones?
Why, why, why repeat this?
Go to hell, you damn idiots.
I deserve better, I deserve better.
I stand up now, spitting out the blood of the victim.
With shaky legs, I walk away with courage.
You chase me down and beat me with your words,
Telling me how lost I am.
I mean nothing to you; you laugh, you mock, you hate.
But I see the fear behind your hatred, I smell it through your pores.
You're all trying to outdo each other, trying to be the one who's right.
Go to hell, you damn idiots.
I deserve better, I deserve better.
You picked the wrong target, you picked the wrong target.
I laugh with joy, I laugh with great sorrow.
Now I'm finally free.
Free, free, free to be who I was meant to be.
Myself and my truth.
I walk now with the strength inside me, to always stay true to who I am.