Jonathan - MADE ME THIS Lyrics

I'm paranoid I can't relax
My heart cold but they made me that
All that trauma I got from the past
I can't die where they made me at
A hot boy like soulja rags
I been f*cked up it went bad
Then came back like check the stats
Man this shit ain't came from rap
And how bro nem stabbed my back
Woulda thought I'd be used to that
Mama wish I ain't move too fast
But mama we got guns for that
I can't wait on no bad weather
I'd still answer yo calls whenever
I thought we would be stuck forever
Who would've thought that love won't last
I think all my hoes is angels
But that shit just come with danger
And that jealousy in yo nature
It's still love but I can't save you
A broke heart can't trust the same
Swear I tried I'm stuck in my ways
Stayed solid and pray I change
I made it out with no dirt on my face
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me
Hard to call these niggas my brother
When they move like it's them or me
I keep a pistol right where I sleep
I can't put my mind at ease
I don't put my faith in no other
Ima hustle it's wrong or right
Still ain't too good with hearing advice
Want it all know it come with a price
But this shit everything
I don't want no peace
I wanna get even
I got hate inside my heart
Don't fear hell I fear the law
Boo hoo poor me
Drown my pain out with mo hoes
Drown my pain out with mo paper
Still do bad I ain't no savior
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me back
But that hurt want take me