Shit could've been different
It was written in the story
Was wishing it was you
That's just some shit you never told me
Thought it was all love but found out you weren't really for me
For real
That hustler in my veins
I'm still my mama lil soulja
It's money over bitches
I can't let a soul get over
Was snakes up in that grass
But my heart just can't get no colder
For real
Loyalty
Really all I ask and on my name
That shit might break me
Never called for help how niggas acting like they made me
Gotten to the point where I think love and hate the same thing
Ain't racing with you niggas
All I see is the mirror
I learn and don't forget
And I ain't god so can't forgive you
It come with how I'm living
You'd think I'd know some better
I count up all my riches
You can't count on no nigga
All I know is to get it out the mud
Ain't nothing else
Been dancing with the devil
I pray my granny got me
That hurt leave you confused
When you gave love to everybody
We really took them chances
I raise my hand to Gotti
I seen niggas influenced
Get lost to all this paper
We came a long way from pushing packs and pulling capers
Can't even speak my language
Came back for what we lost
A few got left behind
A few done paid the cost
Can't change the way you look at me
That's what the money for
Had homies that just envied me
Ask who I did it for
That there just left me heartless
We came up from the bottom
Split all I had with niggas
I'll go on right without em
I kept it way too solid
Ask why I clutch my pistol
Too paranoid
The ones that be around ain't really with you
Got hoes that kept it realer
For that they got my heart
I'm known to make it even
I move like that's the law
You treat this like it'll break you if you hurt me
Then I'm yours
Can't talk like I ain't work for this
Lil homie I seen it all
For real
Still all I gave was love
They wanna see what break my heart
For real
Loyalty
Really all I ask and on my name
That shit might break me
Never called for help how niggas acting like they made me
Gotten to the point where I think love and hate the same thing