I'm not the person you thought I should be
I know it hurts right now but can't you see
I can breathe
And I'm sorry
I won't pretend it went down perfectly
But looking back I wouldn't change a thing
Honestly
Don't try to keep it together
I'm empty
I feel it in the nights when I can't sleep
Wide awake lying in the smithereens
That cover me
And I'm hurting
Cause everything I once held close to me
Got torn to pieces all so suddenly
So violently
Don't try to keep it together
I'm angry
I never wanted us to make a scene
So I took your bullets quietly
Silently
And I'm angry
About the words you said so carelessly
And everything that went down in between
It cut so deep
You'll never see
Baby it's a long way down
When you're falling to the ground
You don't have to figure out
Everything you're facing now
Don't try to keep it together
I'm hoping
That maybe one day we can make our peace
Find a way to make the bitter sweet
Finally
And I'm praying
That maybe one day we will finally see
Everything that went down in between
Honestly
And not try to keep it together
Don't try to keep it together