Most the time I can't control all these things that I'm feeling yeah
All these chemicals, are running through, my brain
Try my best but can't ignore, all these thoughts I keep thinking
Learn how to co-exist, with what I cannot change
Older days, I don't want so much
Colder hands, warming to the touch
There's no way to fake it
If you want to make it
Love's a simple drug that way
Oh I could call you poison call you dopamine
Cause you're all I feel
Got me right in where I'm 'spose to be
How do I make this real?
A friend of mine told that all the stuff she'd been drinkin' was
The only way she knew how to numb, all the pain
There'd be no need for angels if it weren't for the demons
Still you can't outrun, the ones that you maintain
People change, when life is hard
Wounds that fade, will still leave scars
So I'll understand getting through how you can
But what you do is what you are
And I could call you poison call you dopamine
'Cause you're all I feel
Got me right in where I'm 'spose to be
How do I make this real?
Cause so far what I found
These wings won't hold me down
Been fighting for the sound
For you to hear me now
Like all of the candy and no razor blades
The song I'm writing and the one it saves
I'll keep you with me on my darkest days
And give the part of me I know that stays