JonR - Both Of You Lyrics

Uncle Brian, I barely got to know you
But I still feel a loss, still miss you
I was young, but the pain's still real
Every time I think of you, I feel what I feel
Cousin Junior, you're always on my mind
It's hard to keep going, but I gotta find
A way to make it through, to make y'all proud
Rapping through the struggle, shouting it loud
Life ain't the same, without you both around
I'm just trying to find my feet on the ground
Every verse I write, I feel you in my soul
Trying to fill that hole, reach that goal
I wish I could've had more time with y'all
To hear your laughs, to feel your call
But now I'm out here, on my own
Carrying your memories, trying to make it known
I'll keep fighting
I'll keep dreaming
For you both
I'm never leaving
Even though you're far away
I'll carry your love
Every day
I'm still here, fighting through the dark
Trying to make a mark, leave a spark
Every night I write, I feel you near
Uncle Brian, Junior, I wish you were here
Life keeps moving, but I'm stuck in the past
Thinking about the times that didn't last
But I know I gotta push through the pain
Carry your names, like their part of my veins
I'm out here hustling, working day and night
Hoping y'all see me, hoping I'm doing right
Every step I take, I take it for you
Keeping your memory alive in everything I do
I might've not had the time to say goodbye
But I'ma make it, I'll touch the sky
No matter how hard, no matter the cost
I'll keep going no matter what I've lost
The weight of the world sometimes feels too much
But I keep going, I'm feeling your touch
I carry both in every line I spit
In every rhyme, I'm never gonna quit
I know you're watching, I feel it inside
I'm trying to stay strong, can't let it slide
Every battle I fight, I fight it for you
Even though you're gone, I know what I gotta do
I'll keep fighting
I'll keep dreaming
For you both
I'm never leaving
Even though you're far away
I'll give me your love
Every day