Jorby - Dying to Live Lyrics

I got a question, how come nobody's on my side
I went out searching for some answers, that's a long ride
Came back with nothing but some damage done on my pride
Ain't no one told you, don't go swimming in a low tide
I act all happy, sometimes that's just for show
Don't bother asking how I do it, cause I don't even know
Even when I am with my people, can't help but feel alone
I couldn't tell you why these days, I feel like I'm on the low
You been looking at me when you're down and out
I said how can that be when you count me out
I been convoluting all my doubt and now
I am really not me when you're not around
And then, nobody's with you when you don't try
I put your feelings on a high rise
Looking at you when you're by my side
I mean can it be true when your hands are tied
And I wasn't with you when my clarity died
And then how is it a day if we don't collide
I said, nobody hears you when you don't speak
How can you rest if you don't get sleep
Some of these days, I can't get out of my bed
Out of my bed
Out of my bed
One of these days, I'll get out of my head
Out of my head
Out of my head
Still got no answers, why it feel like I have no sight
I sat up staring at the ceiling, that's a long night
Why does it feel like I am struggling when I write
I gotta come up with a way to get my mind right
Why do I feel my best is not good enough
Don't know how long it's gonna be til I can pick myself up
Cannot relate to anybody, so connecting is tough
I know I got no explanation why I'm feeling so rough
I been taking all day to get out of my head
When it took too much just to get out of bed
Do I really need to say what was already said
When I really don't know if I'm already dead
You said, can't hear you if you cannot speak up
Just let me know when you've had enough
I can never see it coming til it's already gone
I'll be working all night til the lights come on
Then I turn around and then motivation's gone
And it took a whole month just to write this song, and then
Nobody gets you when you're not there
Can't know your feelings if you don't share
Some of these days, I can't get out of my bed
One of these days, I'll get out of my head
Help isn't something that I need to be well
Me myself and I got some things to work out
I'm not sure where to start but I am still here
Dying to remember why I want to disappear
To give up on my life's not the point of it all
Live to see tomorrow when you feel like you'll fall
Some of these days, I can't get out of my bed
Out of my bed
Out of my bed
One of these days, I'll get out of my head
Out of my head
Out of my head