Jordan Peff - Fix Myself Lyrics

Who am I to ask, "Why," when I betray you all the time
When your love could flood the sky, but I always come up dry
Do you see a change in me? I feel like I'm playing on repeat
Always going through the motions, feeling like it's hopeless, trying to fix myself
Help me learn how to surrender, I'm not sure how that goes
Help me learn how to find solace even when my eyes are closed
How do I make my life about you when I can't get out of the way?
Always tortured in my own mind, falling in the sunshine, trying to fix myself
Ooh, I try, I try, I try, I try
Ooh, why, oh why, oh why, oh why
Ooh, I try, I try, I try, I try
And I know I need your help
'Cause I never fix myself
How do I ignite a passion for anything at all?
How do I jump into action when it means I risk a fall?
How do I make my life about you when I keep getting in the way?
Always wishing I was different, acting out of my shame
You know I trust your judgment, but I still feel like a mistake
If this this is not resolving, there's no one but me to blame
I'm trying to fix myself
Ooh, I try, I try, I try, I try
Ooh, why, oh why, oh why, oh why
Ooh, I try, I try, I try, I try
And I know I need your help
'Cause I never fix myself
Lord, I need your help
I am inside the Potter's hands
Lord you don't leave me where I am
I am inside the Potter's hands
Lord you don't leave where I am
But Jesus you love me where I stand
Jesus you love me where I stand
I am inside the Potter's hands
Lord you don't leave where I am
But Jesus you love me where I stand
Jesus you love me where I stand
I am inside the Potter's hands
Lord you don't leave where I am
But Jesus you love me where I stand
Jesus you love me where I stand
Ooh, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried
Ooh, why, oh why, oh why, oh why
Ooh, I lift my eyes up to the sky
You were never far away
You're united here with me
And you make me whole