Jordan Rashawn - Not the Only One Lyrics

A lot has changed since we last saw each other
Met a few girls, I couldn't tell em I love em

It wouldn't be right for me to share my feelings with a woman that I had for another

And make her feel the same, suffer

I cant do it
Cause I'm going through it
I feel the same way
Cant make no one else lose it
It's hard enough for me, I hope it's hard for you
And If it ain't I swear that's gonna be the hardest truth
Ain't a nigga or a bitch out there that's as f*cking hard as you
Kicked me down the mountain for I ever saw the view
I always knew I'd feel this way eventually
Especially considering what you meant to me
All the happiness shared in our memories
Always had my attention like a centerpiece
I guess we wasn't meant to be
Cause if we were you'd be sitting here next to me
Instead of not returning my calls and barely texting me
And I be wondering if you resenting me
That shit be f*cking with me mentally
And I think you know it

I know you be crying but got too much pride
To show it

I know you think about what it would've been like if i didnt blow it
And we was still on the park bench with the trees and wind blowing
I been hoping we could go back to that it was our better time
I hope before the next storm we get inside
I been hoping we could go back to that it was our better time
I hope before the next storm we can get inside
I know im not the only one
The only one the only one
Only one the only one ya
I know im not the only one
The only one only one
Like do you miss me too

It's been a while since we went our separate ways
But The smile that you had forcing me to count the days
And it hasn't been the same since you lived around the way
And this song is an expression of the heavy toll it takes
Going through the motions my sanity is fading
Replacing your pictures on my vanity out of hatred
But its probably cause the feelings that I had are still there
And the way that we left things couldn't ever be repaired
And although you can't see them you did leave scars

To keep from opening wounds I dont say nothing at all
I just feel like that's the easiest way to move past it
Cause pain is the same as love it dont last
And I tried to replace you with bottles of cognac
Tryna make our memories just another throwback
And even though it all ended in feud
Dont ever think that's how I'll remember you
It'll always be the late night drives through the hills
And those late nights where you would just come through and chill
And id probably be lying if i said i didnt wish for it still
After all you were the dime i through in the well

That came back around
But we aint laughin now
We used to pass around
But now we passing out
Thinking bout the future
But then that just brings the past out
And reminds me why I had doubts
And it makes me wanna lash out

I cant do it
Cause I'm going through it
I feel the same way
Cant make noone else lose it
It's hard enough for me, I hope it's hard for you
And If it ain't I swear that's gon be the hardest truth
Cause she know she aint the only one
The only one the only one
Only one the only one ya
She know she aint the only one
The only one the only one
Only one the only one ya