Alone Video (MV)

Yeah
I don't really like this
I don't like us
Why don't we just fix this
Lets be friends
I don't need forgiveness
Have a dinner, lets chat and try to make amends
Lets rewrite everything that I said
Or what you said
I don't know the point is
I've been in weird place here without you
But I really can't think straight without you
Well, maybe thats not true
See I really want somebody I can talk to
I've been talking to myself for the last few years
And well, he's not really a nice dude
Giving thoughts that, I cant really fight through
Got me feeling like, I just wanna find truth
You've been gone and I just wanna find you
But he's jealous and, doesn't really like you
I just feel alone, yeah
Just leave me alone
You can call me cold, but
You don't even know
Why do we expose
Ourself to those we know
Trust em till they go
Hold on to their soul
Thinking they'll return
I just feel alone
I just feel alone
Don't pick up the phone
Tell them I'm not home
I just feel alone
I just feel alone
Don't pick up the phone
Tell them I'm not home
Yeah,
Said I really I missed you
But you're in my shoes
How'd I get so distant
You've been chasing
How could I be missing
I've been searching
Sorry that I missed you
Yeah I understand that maybe I've got issues
And my emotions are an item that I miss use
They're like dynamite and I'm the one who lit the fuse
Or is that what you do?
I don't want to blame you
Lately I've I been skipping out on things
I ain't really wanna write because it showed me who I am
Not soul to me can handle all the things I want to plan
So I procrastinate the work and talk with friends to make some plans
But
See I'm always coming up short
Yeah they really only care when I overwork
Yeah they really only care when I'm over booked
They ain't really ever care unless they're overlooked
And I realize
Deep inside
When I'm alone in my room
And I need to cry
I play out my days
Thinking thats alright
I go ghost on the world
Yes I try to hide
Because these people don't get me
I try to be friendly, but lately I really just need to go find my own ending
Its killing me
How I've been feeling you see
So forgive how I'm distant
And please leave me be
I just feel alone, yeah
Just leave me alone
You can call me cold, but
You don't even know
Why do we expose
Ourself to those we know
Trust em till they go
Hold on to their soul
Thinking they'll return
I just feel alone
I just feel alone
Don't pick up the phone
Tell them I'm not home
I just feel alone
I just feel alone
Don't pick up the phone
Tell them I'm not home