Resentment is entrapment, I don't know what's happening
Our bond tethered through a crucial fabric, a maverick
Is everything I am, don't know where I'd travel if I was set free of the chains on my hands
I've been living life with the burden of a bounty
Close to the ones that I miss, in the moment that you found me
Before I sense disruption, I'm a soulless soldier
Another ghost prevented from transcending to the solar
Self loather, please don't step no closer
Can't escape the walls I built, everything is over
As long as I'm at peace, I'll accept defeat
My mind simply can't breathe
Suffocation disallowing thoughts to leave
I'll quit, just to leave my mind at ease
Self sanctified, thrive within a world, I fantasize, I'm giving in
Your sensation is synonymous with sin
I been going
I been frozen
I don't know when
I can feel freedom
I been going
I been frozen
I don't know when
I can feel freedom
I been going
I been frozen
I don't know when
I can feel freedom
My world is centered around, artistic vision
Don't know if my surroundings can fit in
Don't if my happiness can fit in
All I'm giving up is sacrificial, but giving up is so sacrilegious
Your blade is piercing in my skin, your stab is rigid
My wound is internally eternal, this is a savage prison
Sad decisions I made to just be trapped
5 years I've been lost, this ain't the reason that I rapped
Pencils and paper can't do mental justice
I could pierce my skin with a pen to test my numbness
Or a dragons tooth, but I'd rather mix my soul with ink
My eyes are colorblind, but my thoughts are looking pink
Lately don't what to think, lately I am on the brink
Of artistic breakthrough, I take one sip and then I sink
Creatively deprived, I have yet to satisfy
My expectations, of myself and that's a lions pride
Alliance ties, broken, strained with time
Claim that science lies, we spoke of pain inside
We hope to regain time, I elope a name in mind
Healing broken skin, I've seen a blade in mine
I hate that we will die, we must remain alive
If we wanna get inside, the heaven we describe
Paradise or paradigm, scared of life or scared of time
That's the paradox that I was born and bred inside
Had to call it back, those words are so important
Every bar that he recites is facet of Jordan
I got blood that's leaking from the faucet
Getting back into my old habits, when I thought I finally lost it
Spending money quicker than I can f*cking deposit
Staying up and sleeping in till an hour before I clock in
Every song, comparing to my last, trying to top it
My over thinking thoughts are taking over, I can't stop it