Josh Hazelden - Constant Disappointment Lyrics

Claustrophobia has taken its toll on me
Mental how I felt fine 'till you met them
Yeah you chewed me up and spat me out
Yeah you sucked the life out of my days

So suck me dry and leave me to rot
Oh I'd like to think that you wouldn't mind
If I go die inside of this void
Oh I always fall into the void

Every time that I feel so alive
And false fantasies fill up my life
I get my hopes up again
And of course, they get crushed
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again

When melancholy leaves and I sigh in relief
I am always struck by God with pain
My fantasies are crushed 'cause I wanted you
I'm a fool to think it was mutual

I think that I'm done, I can't take it no more
I'll get drunk and then think that I'm over it
Until I see your pretty face
And it starts over again
Bottled up and never free
Emotions trapped so you'll never see
Easy, take it easy
Before I implode

Yet again, yeah I feel so alive
And false fantasies fill up my life
I've got my hopes up again
And soon enough they'll be crushed
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again

When melancholy leaves and I sigh in relief
I am always struck by God with pain
My fantasies are crushed 'cause I wanted you
I'm a fool to think it was mutual