I'm tired now and I'm so alone
My heavy heart has turned to stone
And I'm all out of prayers to say
'Cause nothing seems to go my way
I'll run and hide and I'll beg for the past
As years fly by, and they fly by fast
And nothing will change at all
Remember when I stood up tall?
'Cause neither do I
So why should I try?
You don't know how it feels
To feel alone
Sometimes I look at God in despair
He lives right there in the corner where
I will pray, but he's not there
'Cause he plays strange games and they're never fair
And God sat me down upon my bed
He whispered softly into my head
You're not enough, you'll never be good enough, oh can't you see?
So I laid there, no I couldn't cry
I thought about those things that keep
Me up at night, they torment me
And I wished that you just wanted me
So why can't I cry?
And why do I try?
I don't know why
I'm here sometimes