Josh Hazelden - Spiderwebs Lyrics

My head is filled with spiderwebs and holes that leak and pour for you
So tell me all those fairy tales about the man you love so dear
I'm suffering, I'm bleeding now
It's gushing fast and will not halt
My head is filled with doubt that I'll ever see love again
And after next, next year oh dear, will we ever meet again?
Will my lack of presence now, affect you in the slightest way?
Does it bother you that we may fade and travel apart in our strange ways?
I look for you in everyone, in everybody that I meet
But it's pointless 'cause, 'cause I'll never find someone right for me like you
I'm hurting all the f*cking time, it's not your fault but it's caused by you
So if I used my gun right now would you even flinch my dear?
So I wait for the train
In the midnight hour
In her own hometown
That I left so soon
And I can't stop thinking about
The fornication that goes on behind
Behind closed doors
And it hurts
And it hurts
My head is filled with spiderwebs and holes that leak and pour for you