Josh Im - Dear God Lyrics

Dear god I used to throw down every f*ckin weekend
House full of people I invited hundred people
I'm at pochas every week and I'm clubbing twice a week
Yet I want some more
I don't pray anymore
I go to church maybe once a month
God it's funny cus I used to be a praise band leader
At times I'm honestly really ain't about you
I even got a tattoo
Sometimes I doubt you
God my almighty God
I think you're cruel
You love us too
But you made hell
So that some of us could suffer
You created sin so that it could tempt us
난 모르겠어
I asked my pastors
우린 하나님을 이해할수없지
They told me it's good that I'm struggling
But I'm struggling too often
죽을때까지 이럴듯 암튼
My mama go to 새벽기도
She always praying I know she praying for me 오늘도
That might be my only reason talking to you right now
'Cause my mama would be nothing with me without you
지금 내 말이 당신에게 닿고 있나요?
혹기 지금 내 이 마음마저 읽고 있나요
I know you know this there are children starving
Puppies at the shelter and I know you got the power
To save them 솔직히 I'm afraid
당신이 무서워요 you took my friend
Dear father God
You're a forgiving God. plenty of times showing mercy
Especially when peter denied you
You gave him a second chance
When Jonah opposed you
You led him to the right way
But I ain't forgetting that he was eaten by the whale
And apostle peter dying on the cross f*cking upside down
To me that's so insane. those people singing hosanna
They all ready, too? 어디 두고볼까나
We'll see
And I fear you, but I can't even feel you
Please God show me sometimes
Like when you did with Jacob
I'm so prideful and I ain't like the others
I rather not pray than to try sound like I'm holy
I'm trying to be real with you god
Let me just chill with you
Let me get a drink with you god
Let me make a deal with you god
Please just show me one more time
Let me feel your presence one more time
그럼 다시 기도할게요
다시 qt 할게요
다신 주님 의심 안할게요
지금 내 말이 당신에게 닿고 있나요?
혹기 지금 내 이 마음마저 읽고 있나요
I can't understand your love
I can't understand your love