Josh Peters - Spinning In Cycles (A Nursery Rhyme) Lyrics

Way too many days up in this three-hun sixty-five
I'ma role my life away
Then take a shot down for the ride
I got one, two, three, four, five, six, seven reasons that I lied
Now it's five, four, three, two, one until I end it
End my life
But that was like four, five, six, seven years ago
I lied
(Now I'm)
Now I'm drivin' round all day just wastin'
Wastin' time
Waitin', waitin' for some girl to show up
Hope she fix my mind
But that's a wasted notion
My emotions couldn't take it right?
So I say "f*ck it I'll just sit up on my couch and do some blow"
Way too, way too many nights
I sit here wishin' it would snow
Cause when it snow
I feel like my emotions hittin' me the most
And if they don't I sit around and choke
And wish I had some hope
But I don't cause when I do go out
Life f*cks me like a whore
But every night I sit inside
I sit there wishing I did more
More for friends and for that girl
I wish I never closed that door
So I stay up late
Cause when I close my eyes I start a war
So I can't sleep that's why I drink
Just so it knocks me on my ass
Even though I have a hangover
It's really not that bad
It's better than stayin' awake at night
Just thinkin' bout the past
Thinkin' what I could or couldn't do
Just tryna get it back
Then I'm like "f*ck it I don't want it back"
So I get up and leave
I've had way too many drinks
But least I'm not still smokin' weed
Cause when I do than all I f*ckin' do is sit around and think
Think about what woulda happened if I woulda