Josh Willey - Focus (feat. Meyden Lowe) Lyrics

I hold you close, I hold you close
I hold you close, I hold you close
Out of all the reasons I should care I told them these are true
I wasn't doing it for myself, did it all for you
Ima focus on myself, 'cause I think it's due
Tried to say I love myself and it just isn't true
Ooh woah oh
I want everything but help, say I can't do nothing 'bout it
Put that on myself, it's all I got to help that
They can't have my back when I'm selfish, I can't help that
Back against the wall
Thought I lost it all
Thought I'd get around it
But I'm still dealing with problems
They get in my way
Take up my whole day
It's gon' give anxiety
I can't get it right yeah
They don't think about me
All my thoughts is private
They gon' think I'm wylin'
They gon' sit in silence
Put my phone on silent
'Til I'm up up out this
I can't trust nobody
Can't open the blinds yeah
Look at my face, ain't smiling
It's all been awhile and
Check out how they try me
Can't look in the horizon
Take a toll on my health
Can't look me in the eyes and
Can't do nothing about it
Even if I fail, I'm trying
Get me, get me, get me, yeah
Get me up up out this
Feel a way about it
My thoughts take control
Try to stay defiant
One day they'll get it finally
But 'til then I'll be fine yeah
'Til they pull me up up out this
Mistake my politeness
Always feels I'm hiding
Girl, I can't describe it
I can't trust nobody
Rather stay back silent
Let my problems pile in
Now, I can't get no privacy
They wanna hold me back
Still ain't over that
They ain't notice that
They can't face the facts
They can't hold me back
Had enough of that
Yeah, I'm off of that
Yeah, I'm off of that
Postponed our end, I believed
That there would be more to it
In search of perks, I believed
Forward, you gave your key away now
Switchin' sides uh
Now you left me all alone thinkin' of you
You're patronizing, you're condescending
My love for you is descending
Focus on
Focus on
Focus on myself
Focus on myself I don't want it
Cause you left me fading away, now I convey
Focus on
Focus on
Focus on myself
Focus on myself, I don't want it
Taking the weight out of my shoulders
Just to get to breathe, breathe
No, I chose my way
I sailed away
None of it matters when I want to stay
Growling to each other ain't over
We chose this sober
Growling to each other ain't over, loving harder and harder
Hurts to feel you
Hurts to tell you
Cause I don't wanna say
That it went away for my fault
I hold you close
I hold you close
I hold you close
I hold you close