Joshua Venable - Alaska Lyrics

I've been thinking about dying in a car crash
Because no one will ever know if it was on purpose or if it was an accident

I fell in love with you not too long ago, and that's where I've been ever since
But you decided not to stay, and I haven't really learned how to forgive
All of my friends tell me that you're gone and I can't get you to come back
But I just don't want to believe it because you were the best friend that I ever had

I've always been intrigued by last words, but you hooked me on firsts
First drink, first smoke
First friend, first girl
Oh, how could I let this happen
This isn't how I wanted it to end
But now you're gone and it's all my fault
I didn't know this kiss would be our last
But I'm so thankful for the great perhaps
Even if it fills me with despair
When I go to your room and I don't see you there
I know I'm gonna be okay with this someday