I used to kick myself
To brush the dust off
I didn't have everything
Yet still had a dream
Didn't have bloodshot eyes on my first drink
Did not even try whiskey on cold iced tea
I know I'm smart enough to not mess up
And follow my dreams
The boy I used to be
Is not what I am now
I'm just having a hard time
Fitting in with the crowd
I know that I'm not the same from them
But I'm still loved
I thank God I don't ever have to look back
To know I'm enough
I don't drive myself out of state
But I still explore
Restless I was making progress
Out of my bedroom door
How much more could it cost
For me to get in a studio
When I got all I need
Right inside my home
I've made some silly mistakes
But that's how I learn and go
Cause' the boy I used to be
Is not what I am now
I'm just having a hard time
Fitting in with the crowd
I know that I'm not the same from them
But I'm still loved
I thank God I don't have to look back
To know I'm enough
The boy I used to be
Is not what I am now
I'm just having a hard time
Fitting in with the crowd
I know that I have differences from everybody else
But I'm still loved
I thank God I don't have to look back
To know I'm enough
I used to kick myself
To brush the dust off