Okay firstly
Let's talk about dependencies
The marijuana tendencies
Still contemplating destines
Fiendin' on amenities
While rapping on some melodies incredibly
Selling my identity industry get the best of me
And secondly
I write to you sincerely yet cannot meet expectancies
Serenity and honesty just be the f*cking death of me
Dodging all my enemies we growing up unsteadily
Tryna figure out why they rely on shit so heavily
Minding my own business got my hands inside my pockets
Feel like Earl Sweatshirt feelings pouring out the Faucet
Stay up late at night I'm tryna make my next deposit
Grant my will to god now I'm a mother f*cking prophet
Compilation of phases be changing like some topics
Of discussion and I didn't see it coming
First glance mind thought that it was nothing
But it turned out to be something
Situation got me blushing
Pressure filling up and it was crushing
I'm just staring at the barrel of a gun until I'm done yea
You think you've lost your name
How the world rushed up
But it offered you a choice
One you don't know of
Shaking your head
Just stay 6 feet above
No never under
Still on the corner
You're unsure of what's enough
And behind closed doors
The rope of longing's being tugged
Till all emotions come
Now watching your reflection
You're unsure of whats become
(Ugh)
They say ignorance is bliss but to be ignorant is numb
And in moments full of darkness is when you will succumb
Through all the things you went you become intolerant
And you contemplate the differences
But they don't add to sum
To the car is where we run
Grab the bottle and chug
For the moment, memories swept under rug
Standing in front of a barrel until I'm done
Still standing in front of a barrel until I'm done