Maybe I'm a curse
Happy with me for a second
But it doesn't last
And you're not the first
Everyone everywhere
Shines so brightly
When I'm around
When y'all around
Spend a night away
And it's like a broken spell
All of a sudden I've been wrong
And honestly, I'm not doing very well
Everyone's unreliable
But I'm no better
No, I'm not better
Happy with me for a second
But, it's just a second
Just one second
Can't be me
I can't be me
All these thoughts in my head
They all want me dead
So I repress
I push away
I'm failing to get better
Every day
You've gotta change
You say to me
I've gotta change
I'm no good the way I am
There's something to change
I better change
Maybe I'm a curse
Happy with me for a second
But it doesn't last
And you're not the first
Everyone everywhere
Shines so brightly
It's getting to me
It's getting me