Won't tally the days that I've lost on you
It'll only prove that I've been so used
Don't remind me about the past or the future
You've made it clear that this lasts forever
And ever and ever and
Torn between
What I want and what I need
Struggling to be
Seen the way I see
Compartments in my head
To store all the trouble
Trying and trying
Not to burst my bubble
Defeated, reprimanded
I'm made an example
Stuck in the push
Stuck in the pull
Hook me to the wall
Cause I'm going nowhere
Take out the blades
Watch me bleed and stare
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
It's no help
It's nothing from you
It's no help
You're pulling me down
Holding my neck
Just to drown and drown
Head underwater
Gasping for air
Reaching for more
But I'm never there
Taking out every single little thing
I struggle to see what I'm supposed to see
You're in my head
That's what you've said
Can't shake it
Won't make it
Let me rest in my bed
I've been washed out
Bleached and left aside
You ruin everything
That makes me feel alive
But you're all I have
You make me need
You strike at my legs
Bring me down to my knees
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
It's no help
It's nothing from you
It's no help
You're pulling me down
Holding my neck
Just to drown and drown
Head underwater
Gasping for air
Reaching for more
But I'm never there
Crawling for my breath
But you won't let me have it
Crawling for my breath
But you won't let me have it
Crawling for my breath
But you won't let me have it
Crawling for my breath
But you won't let me have it
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
And it's no help
It's nothing from you
From you