I don't know where I've been
No, I do not know where to go
It's all drifting away
Once in my life but now you're out the door
I go see a doctor
I look up a shrink
But each step does falter
Don't quite know what to think
Guess now I'm gonna sink
Yeah I'm gonna sink
Yeah I'm gonna sink
Yeah I'm gonna sink
This house is so empty now
But all the memories still remain
Every car I hear from the window
Gives me a little hope that you're back again
Minutes turn to hours
The shadows become fear
I am my own worst enemy for all of the last 10 years
I poisoned the well and brought in the sick
Sweat and cough until my eyes go black
Got no power to crawl out from this shit
But I'm just so tired I want it all back back back