J.Pluto - Phone Number # Lyrics

I had a bad sleep
I died in nightmare
And now I can't dream
Its all about me
Maybe I'm old and loud
Maybe Im young who gives a shit about that
Hate is blessed, so hate yourself
From darkest pits I build my chance
I care too much for things I'm not
Being dead is fine be sure you knock knock knock
Ten minutes is too long I felt asleep I came along
It took a long way to my lungs
Until my brain got to my bones
And now I'm watching the TV
I didn't know I didn't know
I spend too many days on my own
Doin shit feeling lonely
Trynna be strong and in that way I think
I wrong it
Living it's not as beautiful as a picture
Feelings always put me in danger
Anger clicks above your pain
Sometimes its all I've got to say
I have no point
But thats my meaning
And all my life I try to live it
Mind is space full just put some thought
We all have problems, shit happens and it's like a plan of god

Hey you watch me
I've got my fears
Hey you heavy rain
We all play your game

Hold up hold up
It's isn't over yet
You spin it always in your head
But they will come
To watch you lose
Don't give a damn shit
About what I choose
It's my life it's my life
It's my life it's my life
So when I go I go alone wherever I go
Cause you can't really count on anything in this f*cking world
It's catchy road of blinders road of hope
Just trynna find the way I've always followed
My top is always works I'm drilling holes with thoughts
It's all I have it's all I've ever got
From years of fear and now I'm bold
I should've won a long time ago
But time is heartless thing
Its beats me down and kills my thrill
They wanna stop my wheels
They wanna stop my wheels
F*ck you

Hey you watch me
I've got my fears
Hey you heavy rain
We all play your f*ck game