J-Prime - Can't Hear Lyrics

I can't fight the fear
Of never being good enough
I can't seem to shake the fear
Of never being loved

I can't wait to find what's real and start to give a f*ck
Cuz I'm so done with fake stuff

I can't fake that I'm ok
And try to play it off
I can't fake that I'm content
Cuz now I'm acting tough

I've been working on myself
But now I've had enough
Cuz I'm so done with the fake stuff

God came down to tell me
How to help me
He told me to take it slow, take it slow, take it slow
God came down to tell me
My mindset ain't healthy
He told me that I should know, I should know, I should know

Now my heads way more screwed up than I thought it was
Now I'm never bout the pros
And always bout the cons
Now my dad is sick like what the f*ck is going on
I'm just done with the fake stuff

Now I'm drinking all my anger that's what humans do
Now I'm pissed off all the time
That's what I'm used to
Something needs to come around before I refuse to
Just let go of the fake stuff

God came down to tell me
How to help me
He told me to take it slow, take it slow, take it slow
God came down to tell me
My mindset ain't healthy
He told me that I should know, I should know, I should know

Left hopeless
Losing focus
But I still don't know
So I'm soul-searching
Am I deserving?
Cuz I should know
Why the f*ck can you not hear me
Maybe you ain't listening
Or you tryna avoid me
Whole life kind of flipped around and
Now I'm trying to keep my head intact from not exploding
Other peoples lives look so complete and mine's still loading
Maybe I just don't appreciate the things I already have
I guess my family's kind of together
I'm thankful for that
I guess the deep depression and suicidal members have vanished
But the family that I have has been taking some other damage
I just want to know the plan
I wanna hear your voice again don't want to sit here
Clenching fists and being mad at the wrong person
Cuz it's so pointless
I want to mend this whole relationship below the surface

Now my head's way more screwed up than I thought it was
Now I'm never about the pros and always about the cons
Now my dad is dead like what the hell is going on
I'm just done with the fake stuff

Please hear me