Man every day is like how I'ma make it?
The shit that I'm doing is driving me crazy
I post on the gram like everything gravy
But everyone do it guess we gotta fake it
I numb the pain by getting sedated
I try to heal it with smoking & drinking
I am not proud of decisions I'm making
I need somebody to please come & save me
I'm laughing to you but I'm crying in private
If god is there then why is he silent?
I tried to pray
But god be silent
Nothing to say
Man god be silent
I try to change the way that I am
But goddamn
I am who I am
At the end of the day
I am who I am
This is my fate I am who I am whoa
I am not happy lemme be straight up
How can I change the way that I am?
I'm tryna do better but why can't I do it?
I hope you feeling my heart in this music
I hope you relate so I don't feel alone
How many years I got till I'm gone?
Idek, I'm hoping it's long whoa
I sit in the car & tears is falling
Can't nobody see me like this
I got problems I can't solve
Why I gotta be like this?
When the tears fall I'm falling too
I know I'm lost I know how to lose
Why didn't I stop when I had the chance to?
Playing with fire, knowing what would happen
God where you been?
I confessed my sins
I'ma need your love fr
Man every day is like how I'ma make it?
The shit that I'm doing is driving me crazy
I post on the gram like everything gravy
But everyone do it guess we gotta fake it
I numb the pain by getting sedated
I try to heal it with smoking & drinking
I am not proud of decisions I'm making
I need somebody to please come & save me
I'm laughing to you but I'm crying in private
If god is there then why is he silent?
I tried to pray
But god be silent
Nothing to say
Man god be silent
I try to change the way that I am
But goddamn
I am who I am
At the end of the day
I am who I am
This is my fate I am who I am whoa
Why tf did I wake up today?
Just another day of living the same
Living the definition of insanity yeh
I'm caught in the matrix
I'm caught in the matrix
I'm caught in the matrix
I'm caught in the matrix
I done ran out of patience
I sit in the car & tears is falling yeah
Can't nobody see me like this
I got problems I can't solve
God, YOU made me like this, yeah
When the tears fall I'm falling too
I know I'm lost I know how to lose
Why didn't I stop when I had the chance to?
Playing with fire, knowing what would happen
I'm mad at myself
Cause I did it myself
I ain't got nobody else to blame
Why didn't I stop when I had the chance to?