Xoxo Video (MV)

Ay to it's me again, hit me back and listen to this message
Been reminiscing about the past and that shit's so depressing
I still keep all our pictures on my dresser like you left it
You know I'm chasing dreams, you tried your hardest to respect it
But then I second guess if that's the reason why you left me
And if you're being reckless, hope you use a contraceptive
I know this ship has sailed but still I feel like you're protective
So quit trying to befriend all of these chicks you know I slept with
And don't pretend that I can not see things through your prospective
We both said shit we can't take back but you don't need to stress it
I'm drunk dialing your phone I guess I've made little progression
This heavy thinking mixed with heavy drinking, that's a death wish
So I'll just take advantage of this gift that I've been blessed with
Writing music with a message so the next guy learns a lesson
Hey yo, that's true
I stand my ground like a statue
Once you kick my ass out that door, you won't see it come back through
I can cover my scars with another tattoo they won't go away though
Pour my heart on that stage with the liquor I chase
'Cause that's what they came for
We're not the same, we're not
You give up and I work harder when I'm falling from grace
We're not the same, we're not
The damage isn't permanent but hard to erase
Been around, f*cked a lot of people it's kind of evil I know
Yet she's the type of girl to come take the world in her grip and never let go
Sexy tattoos on her v-line, she's straight sour like key limes
Get lost in my green eyes, just take a shot and you'll be fine
We Look around at these artists wondering how in the f*ck is he signed?
I'm breaking bad for this product while she's pop lock dropping that feline (Ha)
When I wrote "My Name is Jrumma" she said I got a flow that's so cold like a wind tunnel
Said she still wanna ride, even if I never make a single dollar from my rhymes
But my mind revolved around her, until I evolved into a rapper
Then I got to adapt to a new mentality
Act "hard as f*ck" because I had to be
So tell me that I'm not a man, tell me I don't understand
Tell me I'm a f*cking piece of shit you'll never love again
Go ahead and tell your friends how I f*cked you over
Tell them how I'm never sober, keep the devil on my shoulder
But I got together my shit though, you said I'll never be shit, ho
You told me that when you turned your back and I watched you leave through that window
Go hard as f*ck when you're mind's corrupt and you sit alone with this pencil
Your Momma said she still prays for me, and God only knows I've been sinful
I can cover my scars with another tattoo
They won't go away though
Pour my heart on that stage with the liquor I chase
'Cause that's what they came for
We're not the same, we're not
You give up and I work harder when I'm falling from grace
We're not the same, we're not
The damage isn't permanent but hard to erase