Dreaming Video (MV)

I've been dreamin bout a better life non reality
When I try to show them love, they stare and look at me~ like an enemy
Tried to change my strategy, getting their attention, on a Shopping spree
Change my life style, be their friend. drowning in the dead mans sea

I just want to live
People keep on hoping I will fall
I just want to give
People keep on taking want it all
I just want to fly
Lord take it all through you I Take flight
Too tired to die
I can't seem to sleep Through the night

I just want to fly~ I just want to fly
Soar~ towards the universe~, past the beautiful polluted skies
When I say I want to die, I don't want to die
Lord I want to hear you say a job well done~ Heaven is my prize

I just want to live my life that you have given me
Use my gifts, spread the word, share the love blessings thankfully
I expect~ nothing back~, I just want a family~
Tired of the heart breaks. Lord what you want what you want from me

I keep falling, hard to get back up, I'll stay~ on the ground
I've experienced hearts breaks, when I fail you I'm chained I am bound
I'm not human. Just a creature, just a dog, I'm a hound
Save me from myself. Reach for my dying hands. You're my crown

I can't seem to pray
I sinned again, no words to express
Soul bout to decay
Tried to follow you, but I need rest
Minds bout to explode
Want to succeed what you what from me
Heart needs to be sewed
No where to go, broken on my knees

I am broken. All the pieces scattered, life seems over
Life deleted, destiny's a trash can, virus tainted folder
More I age, I get more childlike immature as I get older
Hard to believe, have faith, when I can't see you, I want you closer

All the people that don't believe in you seems to grow and prosper
Lust is growing in my heart, feel guilty knowing she's your Daughter
When I look into my heart, it's cold full of hate I'm a Monster
I'm a coward hard to testify you're word that your my father

When I fall asleep don't want to wake up I'll stay in my dreams
No time for people, too focused to survive by any means
Here all by myself, I need your Holy presence you're supreme
Accepted Christ as Lord but problems makes me feel unredeemed

I just want to breath but I cannot breath
Breathing patterns like a roller coaster hard to live I'd rather sleep
I just want to dream, but its heart breaking that I cant dream
Past mistakes made my chains, hard to dream, I just want to weep
I just want to live
People keep on hoping I will fall
I just want to give
People keep on taking want it all
I just want to fly
Lord take it all through you I Take flight
Too tired to die
I can't seem to sleep Through the night
I can't seem to pray
I sinned again, no words to express
Soul bout to decay
Tried to follow you, but I need rest
Minds bout to explode
Want to succeed what you what from me
Heart needs to be sewed
No where to go, broken on my knees
I just want to fly~ I just want to fly
Soar~ towards the universe~, past the beautiful polluted skies
When I say I want to die, I don't want to die
Lord I want to hear you say a job well done~ Heaven is my prize