My pain is what you laugh at, marvel over in leisure
I hope the heart breaking in my side ull please ya
I pray the blood reach ya, I hope the broke bones become a teacher
No wonder why my cuts keep flowing
Cuz it's provocative and gets people going
So I stumble and fall just for ya smile baby, I know it's sounds crazy
But you've been all that's on my mind lately
So now I'm staggering drunk, and at the bridge
I'm jumpin off twice for you and then the kids
I might just go live or might bring the crew out
Or why not both, look at the crowd that I drew out
Next be the blade that draws the line vertical
Hold the applause for real, it gets surgical
Hold the shotty square in my mouth and blow the brains out
It gets so much better, just watch as it plays out
Cuz death really ain't the same no more
Yo we shoot yea we bang, we don't hang no more
And it's all for the joy in your life, so they don't want you cry
They don't want you to win, they just want you to die
But not before I do my dance tonight
My pain is what you gawk at, choking for all your pleasure
I hope the overdose inside the vines feed ya, I hope your mind leaves ya
Or we could celebrate a fine seizure
It's no wonder why my guts keep flowing
Cuz it's provocative and gets yall going
I hurt myself so you can smile baby, don't even try to save me
Cuz death is all that's on my mind lately
So now I'm drunk and high ~ going eighty
Put my seat back then I the pushed the pedal to Hades
Flipped the car twice and got up and I could see clear
So ain't no need for an ovation because I'm still here
I punched a hole in the glass until I bled out
Flow it slowed down so I tried to squeeze the rest out
Vision blurry too weak I couldn't even do it for you
And weeks later man I tried to take a bullet for you
And life really ain't as bad as it looks
But I guess it all depends on the last one you took
And it's all in the name of a God, so they don't want you to try
They don't want you to win, they just want you to die
But not before I do my dance tonight