JSV - Bad Habits Lyrics

I swear nobody gives a f*ck
I don't even care I don't want them to
Always looking for a pick me up
Coz I couldn't try if I wanted to
Try to force these demons out but they dig in deep they don't wanna move
So tell me what am I supposed to do
My bad habits stick in my head like they glue

To tell you the truth
I don't care if I live or I die
Always fight to survive sick of living this life
Sick of living this way should have dropped at the knife
Too much shit on my mind
Too much waiting for shit to get fine
So much time ive spent wasting away at the pipe at the bottles of pills
All the money in sight
Always sleeping all day getting rowdy at night
Say I'll kill myself well shit I f*cking just might
Only people I like is my mum and my wife
All my mates gone and switched on me too many times
I just push it aside
Tell myself that its gonna be fine
But its never alright
Think im doing this shit to myself out of spite

I swear nobody gives a f*ck
I don't even care I don't want them to
Always looking for a pick me up
Coz I couldn't try if I wanted to
Try to force these demons out but they dig in deep they don't wanna move
So tell me what am I supposed to do
My bad habits stick in my head like they glue

Im tired of the same stuff tired of the loop said I wanna go ghost
Im tired of the stress and problems building up I just wanna go home
No one helped when I needed it
And now they ask why I never answer my phone
Just leave me alone
Even now I got love but I know that they don't
I swear nobody gives a f*ck
I don't even care coz I don't want them to
Im always looking for a pick me up
Coz I couldn't try if I wanted to
I try to force these demons out but they dig in deep they won't f*cking move
So tell me what am I supposed to do
All my bad habits stick in my head like they glue
Im tired of the same stuff tired of the loop said I wanna go ghost
Im just tired of the stress and problems building up I just wanna go home
No one helped when I needed it and now they ask why I never answer my phone
Just leave me alone
Even now I got love but I know that they don't