JSV - Sick Lyrics

Still stuck in my head im tryna get away
Always fighting that it will but it doesn't change
Everything that I say always sounds the same
Probably coz its always on loop in my brain
Its sticky like glue all the guilt and the shame
Having bad thoughts better kill it with my flame
Pack another cone and so I punch away the pain
I got too many problems they can see it on my face

And I don't want no sympathy, a lot of shit I did to me
How many time did I lie and cheat
How many times did I eat my z's and play it off so you don't know a thing
I feel like juice or peep, or at least thats how I want to be
Me and suicide got chemistry
I swear to god ill be the death of me
Coz life really f*cking testing me
I feel like saying f*ck it set me free

Coz im sick of all this
And im sick of all that
Hate living this life but I still got packs
Sick of always feeling like I need to hold back
My whole life ive been tryna get myself on track
Sick of this world
Sick of myself and it hurts my girl
Sick to the stomach and I think im gonna hurl
Sick in the head and im waiting for the bells

How long do I gotta take it day by day
Id be lying if I told you that its all okay
Im not the same they can tell now they acting strange
Looking in the mirror got my demons face to face
And I don't wanna win I just wanna finish the race
Too much on my plate, feeling like im going to waste
I bite on my tail and im starting the chase
Looking in the mirror got my demons face to face
How long do I gotta take it day by day
Id be lying if I told you that its all okay
Im not the same they can tell now they acting strange
Looking in the mirror got my demons face to face
And I don't wanna win I just wanna finish the race
Too much on my plate, feeling like im going to waste
I bite on my tail and im starting the chase
Looking in the mirror got my demons face to face