J.T.A. - Still Lyrics

All I wanted was to fade away peacefully
Whispers in my ear, in a different frequency
They speak up quick, but step to me at different speeds
If you know what's good you'd swear yourself to secrecy
Uneasily, you start asking questions to the crew
Sad to hear I'm blue, Can't find a hint or clue
Don't be misconstrued, I loved you since his debut
But if he drops you like you dropped me, don't be coming through
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours still
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours
Do you think about my voice when his mouth is moving
Another necklace, neck kiss, it feels confusing
Cause I was your man, said I was always moving
Yet you're the one who ran, couldn't be the one always proving
Tired of being tested, stop wasting time on games
Every second waves goodbye accusing me with names
Or maybe this was meant to be, he had a better claim
This was my fate, he caught you and I'm chasing fame
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours still
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours
Dear God, I've talked about her with you for 100 days
Meant to ask for forgiveness but my thoughts delay
When I was with her I could fly, to paraphrase
Amazed that she left, my heart in a daze
This is why I come to you tonight
Needing your help in the upcoming fight
I know this isn't moral, but I praying for her back
Devil on my shoulder give me the anger to attack
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours still
Still don't know the feel, still don't know what's real
Still don't understand the deal, I am yours