Jtl - Can't Sleep Lyrics

Cloudy with a chance of broken hearts
I entertain some thoughts that come and go like shooting stars
I'm floating drinking water on the rocks at open bars
I interview the mirror cause I don't know who you are
So use to sitting by myself aloneness doesn't bother
Couldn't faulter if I tried cause numbing only makes it harder
Is this thickening my skin or breaking my heart into pieces
Is my sweet tooth acting up should I go get some Reece's pieces
Am I fighting off some demons
Am I looking for a reason
To go pack up all my things and move away for a few seasons
I been sitting at a stop sign for days with analysis paralysis
An outcast in wonderland misunderstood by Alice's
I'm spinning
Falling on my bed
Really need some rest
But I can't sleep
With these thoughts in my head
I can't sleep
Mind racing
Feel alone
But I'm patient
Feel like I'm waiting yet I don't know why I'm waiting
Dedicated
Yet I feel wasted
Smiling all the time but what lies under the surface
I like going out but I got days where I just close the curtains
Them leave me alone days are b
Cause there's nobody you want to see
How did those feelings get so deep
How did yo self-get so out of reach
I let go of perfect
Life roads pot holes got me swerving
Every day it feel like I'm up against myself in a verses
Everyday if I got nothing goin on then I'll be working
Might as well keep myself busy till I dim out all this hurting
Those come out to watch the fire when I pop outside the wood
I tell myself it'll get better even when thangs don't look good
Throwing my deuces an disappear in front of those who Hollywood
If I'm feeling bad I might as well go out and do some good tho I been
I'm spinning
Falling on my bed
Really need some rest
But I can't sleep
With these thoughts in my head
I can't sleep
Mind racing
Feel alone
But I'm patient
Feel like I'm waiting yet I don't know why I'm waiting
Dedicated
Yet I feel wasted