JU5TICE - Addicted (feat. Prachi) Lyrics

Won't let you be my demise
By not making you my reprise
Re-configure out my wires
Don't put out my fire
You can lose your entire life
(You're a genius, Mr. J)
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Breaking down, broken within
Opened up, but you closed me in
Played with my heart, yeah you played with my mind
And I failed to see it, almost every time
Take it way back, way back to when
Back when I dreamt of what we could've been
Back when I told you that I love you
Back when I thought that I needed you
I'll admit I was a bit foolish myself
Signed my name, sent me straight to hell
But we kept going round in circles
And now I think I understand
You were like a drug to me, and I got addicted
Couldn't stop myself, yeah I got convicted
I thought you would figure me out and help
But the truth was I hadn't figured out myself
Refreshing my page like you're worth it
Even though I know I don't deserve it
How you been? Where you at? No you're not it
Still I fall back in your trap
It's addictive
You're addictive
I'm addicted
And I hate it, yeah I hate it
Now don't come around tryna make amends
I think we both know how this'll end
We'll both feel bad, we'll both make up
We'll both get mad, and here we're back again
You gotta understand I'm not a simple man
Don't undermine how difficult I am
Tryna put it into words, just listen
It's hard to explain from where I stand
Conflicted, can't make up my mind
Man, I feel two feelings at one time
It's like there's two different sides to me
And they both coexist simultaneously
Want you, not really, let's not be friends
I've been down way too many dead ends
You could spend a lifetime tryna make sense
But then it be too late to make amends
Refreshing my page like you're worth it
Even though I know I don't deserve it
How you been? Where you at? No you're not it
Still I fall back in your trap
It's addictive
You're addictive
I'm addicted
And I hate it, yeah I hate it
Most nights, I feel like I'm on my own
Lonely, but I don't like being alone
But it's the only thing that I've always known
It's almost kinda like, it's my comfort zone
Even when I open up, I find it kinda hard
I just really don't know how to do the talking part
I just wanna get rid of all this dirt
But I don't like to talk about how it hurts
Tryna tell myself that you're not worth it
Tryna tell myself that I don't deserve it
Coz I opened up and gave you my all
Led myself to my own downfall
See part of me just wants you to go
But the other wants you to be here though
That's just the tip, that's it right now coz
You could spend your life tryna figure me out
Won't let you be my demise
By not making you my reprise
Re-configure out my wires
Don't put out my fire
You can lose your entire life
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Figuring me out now
Refreshing my page like you're worth it
Even though I know I don't deserve it
How you been? Where you at? No you're not it
Still I fall back in your trap
It's addictive
You're addictive
I'm addicted
And I hate it, yeah I hate it