Judah Emmanuel - Lost Path Lyrics

I'm just a kid with the sad stories and big dreams

Writing raps in my bedroom for the big leagues

Hoping that one day I'm reaching big streams

I dream of concerts, the crowd is crying, the big screens

I was 9 when my mind was in torture

A Childhood Onset Fluency Disorder

They said it was trauma but I don't really remember

And since then mine has left me

I surrendered to the negativity that crosses my mind

I was struggling to find the purpose that was assigned

I felt like a caged bird solitary confined

But the dark days we're very divine

Hard to find

Age 12 I was playing games a never ending cycle

Being bullied in school so my thoughts suicidal

I was close couldn't bring myself to go through

Because imagine what my mom would go through

She wouldn't wanna see her son in a casket

So I wrapped my feelings up in a basket

In some ashes

It was a long road ahead it was a dark past

I was stuck up in a lost path