Lately Video (MV)

I try to run away from these empty feelings
Cause self loathing is under my skin again
Some days it feels like I have no meaning
Cause it's 3 am and I'm still wide awake

Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
My conscience is killing me but I won't make a sound
Maybe I'm
Just a little blind
Just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down

Self doubt is hard to forget
When I'm losing my friends
Cause I don't see the world like them
And I don't want to admit
That I'm losing my grip on life
Cause I'm still awake
I'm just a little bit jaded

Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
My conscience is killing me but I won't make a sound
Maybe I'm
Just a little blind
Just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down

That I might let you down
Yeah, yeah

I feel like I'm a loser
Like I don't deserve you
Rewriting my thoughts
They're a suicidal haiku
Push you all away when you try to get closer
Buried half my family and finally got closure

Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah
Uh huh

La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
La la la lately I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah yeah,
F*ck
Yeah yeah,
La la la