Judy Oliver - Playground Lyrics

I'm not the same
Child, I've been
I just want to
Take time back
I'm just standing
In sandpit
And once I've cried
For a lost toy
So now I don't want
To be that toy
When we were younger
We had been
Fallen and standing back up
So now we self-mutilate
And I'm just laying in my bed
When everything hurts even more
I remember when you
Told me "We are forever"
But now I'm looking at my memories covered in Flames
So I want someone to keep me closer
And took care of me like when I was a kid
That playground was our safe place
But now there is nobody there
We played hide-and-seek
But now I can't see you
We played as officers and robbers
But now the officer is searching you and finding Drugs
We made plans for our lifes
But now we are unknown to each other
There's no fun anymore
And now I think
That's not a problem