It's crazy how love can turn to situations we racing for happiness
But don't got no patience
I can see it in ya eyes your heart is study acken
You should be an actor the way you hide all the pain you facing
Now you standing in the bathroom looking in the mirror
Blurry reflection you whipe to see more clearer - you ignore me all the time
I'm ya conscious speaken your heart is sending signals and telling me that your heart has weekend
Man up put ya foot down nigga stand up how many time how many time
You gone make excuses for her answers
This shit would have never fly's if it was coming from your end
She would have nailed you on a cross and laughed about it to her friends
Now you dealing with addiction you stay with a bottle you double tap on every Instagram shorty
That's making it wobble
I understand in a relationship you sacrifice
But you got to keep ya sanity to keep ya conscious right
Look into her eyes tell her how you feel tell her you gone leave that bitch
If she keep acting up for real
No more dealing with abuse you gone see I speak the truth
I ain't f*cking up my life and risk my freedom cause of you
This shit crazy use to look at you like my baby now I see your love and it's super lazy
This shit faze me you keep demanding all of my respect
But you want to treat me like a nut f*cking with the next
All those niggas you f*ck with not impressed trust me when I speak you f*cking up your rep
Ima live my life ima be blessed they will never love you like I love you asking for less
It's a toll on my body and that I know I just try to let it ride I will never show
Tell me how to ease this pain I'm asking you god you know
Show me how to live my life she all that I ever known
It's a toll on my body and that I know I just try to let it ride I will never show
Tell me how to ease this pain I'm asking you god
You know she the only think living I feel directly in my soul
Why you test me why you play me like that
I have you blood sweet and tears you suppose to give it right back
Feeling alone every mission I battle that shit alone
You suppose to be the queen of my castle next to my throw
Risking my sanity to create a path for her therapy killing my energy
Yet I pay for this double jeopardy
Where's your integrity ate do you feel with your heart attached
Every time I look in your eyes it's like I'm seeing blacks
This shit crazy use to look at you like my baby now I see your love and it's super lazy
This shit faze me you keep demanding all of my respect
But you want to treat me like a nut f*cking with the next
All those niggas you f*ck with not impressed trust me when I speak you f*cking up your rep
Ima live my life ima be blessed they will never love you like I love you asking for less