Jules - make believe Lyrics

Coming up for air I didn't know how long I was under
Despite your shadow runs you held me through the night
Looking back I thought that I could be your saviour
But if you told them that I wasn't there was I just your entertainer
God I feel so naive
Was it all just make believe
Cause you don't know how hard it was for me to give you the benefit of the doubt
From the outside I swear you could never tell
You were so ashamed I followed you to hell
How would you feel if my friends were in on that
How would you feel if I lied to you like that
God I feel so naive
Was it all just make believe
Cause you don't know how hard it was for me to give you the benefit of the doubt
I pulled away is that what I did
To deserve that treatment
Cause you don't know how hard it was for me to give you the benefit of the doubt