Jules & the Howl - I Just Wanna Feel Better Lyrics

When my best ain't enough I wanna rest but I'm too tough
My body's aching for sleep without disturbing dreams
My mask is showing its cracks a broken smile intact
I'm good at playing pretend around both strangers and friends

I'm stuck on an endless merry-go-round
A cyclone of racing thoughts that never stop

And I I just wanna feel better
But I can't get out of my head
I don't know what I'll do instead

I just wanna feel better
Will it always be this way
Am I doomed is this my fate

My depression it sucks out all the joy of what I love
Ravenous black hole consuming all that I know
I could scream my lungs dry punch through walls till I cry
Bloody knuckles red eyes oh my

I'm stuck on an endless merry-go-round
A cyclone of racing thoughts that never stop

And I I just wanna feel better
But I can't get out of my head
I don't know what I'll do instead

I just wanna feel better
Will it always be this way
Am I doomed is this my fate

I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel better

I just wanna feel better
But I can't get out of my head
I don't know what I'll do instead

I just wanna feel better
Will it always be this way
Am I doomed is this my fate

I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel better

I just wanna feel better
Will it always be this way
Am I doomed is this my fate