I'll be getting home soon
And I hope you're not there
So I don't have to hear you whisper
How much you care
And I'll be in the bathtub
Wishing I could swim
Away from when this pain became
Indifference
Cause nothing really hurts as much
As the first time
Nothing really hurts as much
As the first time
I've been sitting softly
Aware that I'm awake
Dreaming of the day I
choose which hand to play
Cause nothing really hurts
As much as the first time
Nothing really hurts
As much as the first time
We used to be much better friends
I'll be getting home soon
And I hope you're asleep
So we don't have to finally
Admit defeat
Cause nothing really hurts
As much as the first time
Nothing really hurts
As much as the first time
Cause nothing really hurts
As much as the first time
Nothing really hurts as much