I know I hope for some things that seem unattainable
But I hope you know I won't stop can't stop growing
So won't you go back home, wherever it may be
Dig out the treasures that make you you
So you can see that side again, that child again
That died in you so long ago
You think I'm dark, I know
But really I'm searching for hope
I cry I sit I stand don't know how to get rid of these feelings of guilt
These cold chills, can't take pills
So I'll swallow these thoughts of doubt in my mind
I know it'll take some time before I feel alright
But I gotta try cause this freedom in my mind feels right
I fight delightfully accepted in these trying times
Things are going to change soon I gotta take the next step
So I can get through this, through this
Waiting is the hardest part of all
My energy is wasted, it's making me feel small
Disappointments suck me in, I'm falling
But a steady rhythm fills my body
Soothing and smooth, I move to the music
It's in my head and in my heart
I feel it in the air, and see it rise with the sun
I cry I sit I stand don't know how to get rid of these feelings of guilt
These cold chills, can't take pills
So I'll swallow these thoughts, of doubt in my mind
I know it'll take some time before I feel alright
But I gotta try cause this freedom in my mind feel right
I fight delightfully accepted in these trying times
Things are going to change soon I gotta take the next step
So I can get through this, through this