Julia Timlin - Still Lonely Lyrics

August never moved so slow
I'm out of places to call my own
Consistency, stability, for once I crave for once I need
And for once it evades me

And I tried, I tried so hard to keep you steady
Tied you with a bow
Wrapped up in all my ghosts
Had I known that letting go would be so easy
Maybe I'd never have latched on

Cuz you steadied me
You set me free
And shattered whole new parts of me
That I kept buried underneath
But my tidal wave carried me
So I braved the storm
Thinking you'd be by my side
And I survived
But I'm still lonely
I'm still lonely

I trace your smile in my mind
A topographic map of all the words we left behind
You were a place to land
You hold my hand and for a moment I forget
We never stood a chance
And I find, I find it sad how I can miss you
I miss you even though you've never gone
And through all the madness I've been left to sift through
I never had been sure
If you were my lighthouse or my storm

You steadied me
You set me free
And shattered whole new parts of me
That I kept buried underneath
But my tidal wave carried me
So I braved the storm
Thinking you'd be by my side
And I survived
But I'm still lonely
I'm still lonely

The sentimental parts of me
Are taking charge and picking teams
Divide my head and heart
And the more I hold my breath for you
The more of me I start to lose
So breathe
Just breathe
Just breathe

You steadied me
You set me free
And shattered whole new parts of me
That I kept buried underneath
But my tidal wave carried me
So I braved the storm
Thinking you'd be by my side
And I survived
But I'm still lonely
I'm still lonely
I'm still lonely lonely lonely
I'm still lonely lonely lonely