We back to bad habits all I really know
And They tryna tell me to slow down before I lose control
And then I blow my head off while you wonder what you could've done
Shut the f*ck up all advice I ain't taking none
You listen to yourself instead of saying what you should've did
I'm out here with a attitude losing it while they judge me
So Who the f*ck are you I'm playing dice with the devils fleet
And everything y'all saying ain't gone never ever save me
I'm rapping better when I hate myself
I'm rapping better when these thoughts saying to kill myself
And I be drawing all my demons yeah they feeling themselves
They always Laughing at me when I can't get no help, now what's the deal
Sometimes I'm wishing that mom and father never made me
Lucky seed look at me now look at how the f*ck I bleed
Niggas telling me it's gone get better when the f*ck is it
At the building staring at the bottom to see if imma live it
Dark ass cloud on my head I wish a bitch would come visit
You not here for long run only f*ck and then forget me
Not a dime or a penny spent for them split legs
Kill the pussy quit, f*ck yo feelings pack yo f*cking bags
I'm piece of shit if you kill me make my f*cking day
I'm Walking down the block really wishing it's the f*cking day
Barely rap good yeah barely saying
Maybe I should guillotine and quit this shit while I'm ahead ya
But whom I kidding huh
These some really dark feelings
I been turning to the person that I was swore never be
Sometimes when I'm f*cking up relish in that sarlacc pit
You doing alright kid for someone off they shits
And I don't want no kids 'cause one of me is enough
And if you calling my bluff you better watch where I nut
It's only me myself and I the mothaf*ckahs I love
So if you hurt one of us it's gone be murder or sum'n
I got the devil to summon up in my head at the summit for all the shit that I'm running from
Just bring me the lithium combining it with a blunt
I'm needing a pick me up just send me some clit bruh I need my fix ya
Dodging rain catching hell taking L's facing L's
Isolated call em L
That bar was weak though so ain't no need to call me out
Self conscious, self loathing, self doubting breakout
Ready to kill em all mom and dad's lost cause
I found myself and realized that im a f*cking time bomb
Cut the wrong wire a long time ago and said oh well
This the type of shit that make you panic George Orwell
But not me though man I never miss a free throw
My shit gone live longer than these rapping ass embryos
Should've been a miscarriage baby you not meant for this
So when and where I end my shit i'm sitting on some greatest hits