Ok I'm frustrated
Upset at the same time
It hurt the most when it felt like we had the same mind
"Good morning" "I love you" telling me all the same lies
You can't help but associate with the same guys
False promises and lies
Like when you said "I miss you"
Was at an all time high
When you told me "I get you"
I guess I never learn
Same rules I gotta stick to
I'm tired of being tired
After all that I've been through
Break ups over texting
I can be overzealous
You bring the worst out in me
Hate for me to sound jealous
Smiling at my phone
I was blessed by your presence
Am I being pretentious?
Wore my pride like a necklace
Sometimes I'm done trying
It's one sided
I hate crying I hate living
But I hate dying
"I'm okay" In no way
I hate lying
I hate you I hate myself
I hate hiding
Sometimes I'm done trying
It's one sided
I hate crying I hate living
But I hate dying
"I'm okay" In no way
I hate lying
I hate you I hate myself
I hate hiding
You get the best of me
Bring out the worst in me
Sometimes you're blessing me
I think you're cursing me
And when you said it I got the message, it hurt to see
I'm too pathetic, I still don't get it, you're hurting me
Don't get the bigger picture?
Wanted to say I'm yours
Everywhere I'm unwanted
I'm racking up my score
How come she gonna wake up and not love me no more?
I guess I should of woke up and realized something more
Loving is complicated
Can't help but wanna hate it
My streak of breathing sometimes I feel like I gotta break it
But then I realize I don't deserve all this complication
It ain't worth it I gotta resist all my temptations
Break ups over texting
I can be overzealous
You bring the worst out in me
Hate for me to sound jealous
Smiling at my phone
I was blessed by your presence
Am I being pretentious?
Wore my pride like a necklace
Sometimes I'm done trying
It's one sided
I hate crying I hate living
But I hate dying
"I'm okay" In no way
I hate lying
I hate you I hate myself
I hate hiding
Sometimes I'm done trying
It's one sided
I hate crying I hate living
But I hate dying
"I'm okay" In no way
I hate lying
I hate you I hate myself
I hate hiding
The cycle of grief is what I like to call
Repetitive